this week has been a slow one, yet again. ive been lacking motivation on my own self. i was in a good routine of working out 3 times a week and the past 2 weeks have been maybe 2x if im lucky. I've been eating like crap this past 2 weeks and spending money like i have a lot .... which i dont.
my apartment isn't in the cleanest shape. i think i just need God to show me something. it sounds bad but my spirits have been down this past week when the chaos has slowed down. When im home by myself I only want to sleep. it sucks.
I need this next week to be a good one. I hate these ruts.
I want to go back to my routine. I need to find that motivation that I lose so easily.
